Hello All!!!

K well i'm new to this whole blogging thingy but i'll try my best! I got some huge decisions to make soon and I feel that the longer I wait the more effected my children are. I call "family meetings" ALOT and I feel that they are not talking openly as much as I'd like them to. I try often to ask to talk to them. I never had my parents ask me how are you today? or Is there anything on your mind? I think as long as I ask I know I've opened the door for them. Sometimes I get lucky and they tell me everything. Most of the time I feel as if they hold back. I'm not the best mom and theres no manuel to being a good mom but I can honestly say I'm doing my best! My question is.... Is it enough? My kids are my world and I want everything in the world for them. I just hope they know that.